Hey, I miss you

I miss the carefree times we once shared,
the jokes we cracked,
the laughter and joy we shared.


The memories are so bittersweet.
Teasing was common between us,
we share hardly anything in common
yet feel so safe and close to one another.


Maybe cause we know how loneliness feel
so we embrace each other's heart more carefully
and cherish every moment of it


Fights we may have
but soon gotten over
and friends we are again. :D


All those joyous times,
when my soul feel most at ease,
I wonder where it went...


Perhaps some other days, I guess.
Till we meet again... ^^

Alice in the Wonderland

Queen of Hearts is chopping off people's heads again...

The Duchess could only cry and hurt inside 

Mad Hatter is not helping at all

as they watch the axe landing on Knave of Hearts.

Duchess's heart was tearing

She was crying

again

She knew that the Queen was twisted beyond help

but she kept on waiting..

Waiting for The Queen of Hearts 

to wake up one day and realise

that her ruling methods was all wrong

that she was only hurting others

and by doing that 

she was hurting herself the most

But it seems to be too late

as a little piece of Queen's heart 

is lost more and more each day 

Queen of Hearts 

even split herself into two

locking up the good Queen of Spades

deep within her heart

so that she could rule without hurt

Duchess could only pray and hope

that Alice would hurry up arrive

to stop this never-ending torture

This endless cycle where everybody is hurting

where everyone is living in pain

All Duchess could do was to

 secretly send White Rabbit off to seek for Alice

as she silently pray with all her might 

that everything would go well

Turning her head to Cheshire Cat

"Quick! Run away, and help Alice"

"Make sure that the Queen would never find you"

"Remember to tell her"

"The key is with the Queen of Spades"

Only Alice can save her now....

A Queen who love her kingdom so much

that her heart eventually broke

Her people who wants to save the Queen so bad

that they would do anything

even at the price of their heads

to get their Old Good Queen back....

Kite like Stars...

I made friends with kite

one without strings

for a while I flew on it

and we soar up the sky happily

Being through a lot fun and struggles

sharing heart strings

that blissful moment

seem to last forever

till one day....

the wind blew

and it flew off without me

I went in search high and low 

for a sight of it

however kite belong to the sky

while me?

I dunno

Kite dancing through the clouds and stars

so breathtakingly

while I look at myself

this rough redundant rock

utterly worthless

Chasing kite was like catching stars

so far beyond my reach

yet near my heart

weathering to pieces

just for this answer

how long and painful it is

Fate and time
are the only magic
left now.... 

Zombie

Homework piling up

faster

than we can finishing

Towering heights 

building up

threatening to bowl us over

Feeling all tired and overwhelmed

climbing

that huge tall mountain

Time

tickling 

away like sand

Days seep into nights

soon

another new day began

Dateline coming nearer and nearer

torturing 

us like hardworking slaves

Is there a way to stop this madness?

drowning

in a dark sea of time and books

Only the survivor will win this race

thus 

working 24/7 like a clock

never stops.

Close my eyes and Breathe

My tears you can't see.

My life, you try to destroy.

My eyes, scarred with hurt.

My mouth, you restricted.

And now,

I am trying hard to breathe.

But with every word of yours,

you suffocate me further,

like being throw into the 

grim dark hopeless sea.

I try to cover my ears,

in hopes of drowning out your words.

but somehow, 

like black magic,

it penetrate through the thin membrane

and affect as badly as ever.

Every time, I open my mouth,

trying to show my perspective.

It not called explaining,

its considered 'arguing'.

I don't even what is right or wrong anymore.

Because of you,

I can't trust anyone.

Because of you,

I hide behind my wall full of locks 

retreating into my glass world.

Because of you,

I can't even believe in myself.

Because of you,

I am constantly wondering what am I born here for.