Just keep breathing

If I can go crazy, I will go crazy for you to see.

Sigh.....

I wonder just how much a heart a takes. 

I want to be strong.

In fact, I know I need to be strong.

But where does the strength and courage 

I need come from?

Its hard to not feel alone when you actually are

It hard not to feel weak when you are alone

Its very hard not to feel scared when you are alone

Its harder to be stronger when you are just you

Its just so hard

I need to smile

Act

Pretend

as long as it was

Anything but myself

I have to keep trying

I can't fall

I really feel like going crazy

I don't want to feel scared, lost or lonely

All I want is just to be happy

Why does happiness seem so far away?