Blindfolded..

Did I do something wrong?

Was I a bad girl again?

Is that why are you leaving too?

I thought that you are different.

That you are not one of them.

But it seems that I might be wrong.

I really try my best.

Trying my best not to spoil our relationship

Trying my best to be a good girl 

so that we could still be friends.

But I guess I messed up again.

I shouldn't have,

of all people,

To fall for you.

Its my fault again.

I am sorry.

I don't expect or want the same from you.

All I want is just to be friends.

But this is punishment for me, I guess.

I really didn't want to...

but somehow it happen.

From your stories and wisdom,

to empty silence and shadows.

From your kindness and joy,

now nothing but sadness.

Looks like I broke it again.

the heart I was hugging so tightly to my chest

while walking on a tightrope

Looks like I took too much of a risk

that lead us to the path we are now

I should have known better

Despite the way we are now,

I am still hoping that there is still a chance.

A chance for us...

to remain Friends.

I am still gasping on to that flicker of hope everyday.