Remember When

Isn't it sad..... 
that you just can't stop this overflowing emotions that threaten to overspill you?
that you keep wasting your wish on a shooting star for someone who will never care?
that you keep waiting for someone to turn back and finally see?
that you try so hard to be perfect yet they can't see the effort you put in?
that you try so hard to make them proud of you but it seems that all you did was just to disappoint them even further?
that all you wanted was for someone to care but the world is just too busy?
that you keep hovering around the screen waiting for that person to come along?
that where ever you go, you just keep trying to spot for that shadow?
that you try so hard, so so so damn hard to be someone's something but all you are to them is nothing?
that what you want is what that you can never get?
that you keep living for everyone that you lost yourself and your way?
that you realise how valuable something when its too late?
that you really want to do your best, but the more you try to force yourself, the worse it got?
that you want to let everything out, but when the moment come, you just can't say anything?
that you only watch everything and everyone break around and you can't do anything? 
that it hurts so much inside, it threatens to tear you apart as well?
that you keep searching, keep looking for a light, something or anything but you just can't seem to find it?
that you keep grasping on so desperately to something, but it slips out of your grasp like sand in your fingers?
that you are losing your heart, your soul and everything, everyone around you?
Isn't it just so sad?