Lyrics(English):

Both the flowers and the trees are sad

Only being able to grow toward the sky

Every time they look down, they remember

And they look up once again

You look so sad as you sleep

As if you are having a bad dream

But I am here. Right beside you.

And I won't go anywhere.

HOW DO I LIVE WITHOUT YOU?

Everyone looks up at the sky

But then glances back down

You will never see the blue sky unless you search for it

Which may seem sad

You have lived mistaking freedom for selfishness

Relying on a starless night

With an invisible eye

Wandering around

I have had nothing to be afraid of

Because I had nothing to protect

Not tomorrow or ten years after 

The me now is scared

I LIVE HAPPY MY SWEETHEART

To everyone who is empty

Lend out a hand, and dream a dream

Now look to the sky

For I will always protect you

The shadow is free to flap its wings and fly around

For I do not long for it anymore

Everyone isn't free

Freedom isn't anything like that

It's just that the sky doesn't have a road

In the sky called "you"

Is where I am trapped

I am not going anywhere

So please don't go anywhere either

Everyone is in the sky

In the cage called "freedom"

It is enough if you are here

For in this sky I do not need wings anymore

Okay. I fell in love with this Japanese song the moment I listen to the sad sweet melody while understanding the lyrics. It just that somehow i could relate what he was feeling. Its just like that with people too. Just a glance and a short conversation, somehow you have this feeling that you are destined to meet/have met before. Its insane but human mind is too complex for understanding anyway. 

The artist of this song is Yuuya Matsushita. This is the only song I heard from him. The loneliness that he feels and the pain which he felt from that person, the helplessness, the want to protect that person who is so precious to him and the willingness to give up everything just for that one special person.

Anyway I am going to replace this one with my current ringtone. Both are from anime ending song.....actually my ring tone only seem to revolve around this two, Bird and Michiyuki. 

Michiyuki is a sadder Japanese song so I don't want anybody else listening to it. Personal reasons and stuff. :P Well, all that matters is I like it :D 

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Actually I am downloading songs for work, I keep listening to that same few songs repeating over and over again, I thought I was going to go insane. Today was the day when I finally finish learning almost everything already. From cold drinks to hot drinks to cashiering to food. 

The cashiering still is rather annoying for me though....there are so MANY pages. Under one category, there are another 7 group, under that 1 group, there are 3 pages. And if the customers wants things like soy milk, discount and other stuff, I freak out even more. Thats the MAIN issue. I can't work when there are alarms bells ringing in my head and all I want to do is to scream for help.  

Urg...=_=... some drinks/food like langmiton and scones are hard to find for some reason. Actually even if its under my nose, I would have panicked so much by then, not to notice it. When customers pay Visa, thats one of the difficult part. There was this customers' card, I tried 3 times before it worked! By that time, the queue grewwwwwww... I felt so stressed. 

New stuff I learn- how to make whipped cream. (fun but sour taste :P)  how to heat up the milk and make foam (I am scared of the streamer thing actually 8~8) how to cook breakfast eggs in an microwave.(no eggs, didn't get to do it ;( ) How to make chai tea :P (Don't like the smell of it) Cut a good slice for once! (forget to heat it though... :( ) Learn how to oven the pasta and food (quite interesting.. '_-) 

Spring was annoyed with me because I can't find the food/drinks in the machine. :( Anyway, we were both irritated by Ummi (our manager) who forever says she is "on her way" but never seem to be arriving.... And that wasn't the first time, Spring was super angry that she actually went high, complaining non-stop to Zafri (a new-comer) Finally, I told Spring to just dump everything to us since I kinda know everything. She was reluctant about it, till I give all kinds of reasoning and excuses then she went off. 

Morning shift is 7am-3pm. I woke up at 5:30am. All shift are 8 hours. Ummi didn't come till 6pm+,so she was 3hours late. The timing is =_=..... Hello! That is when all the buses and trains are cramped and packed like sardines. 

I do have a bad habit or maybe 'training' would be a better word. I trained myself to keep quiet and shut every single of anger or complaint I have inside me. Because I don't want to cause a commotion, okay maybe more because I am doormat. (Happy? I Admit it) :( URG!!!!! The "finding your inner tigress" book is not helping!!!! 

Whatever. I survived on 3 sugar donut twist and one cream bread(sweetening and sickening) plus a villain muffin (nice. yums :D) for breakfast and lunch. Don't know how I stay so energised even though I woke up so early! 

Okay. Gotta go. This gotta be one of my LONGESTTTTTTTTT reflection. :D haha